sigh, i apologize for this being so lengthy, but
i stumbled across this and instantly started sobbing. i don’t talk about my eating disorder. because it’s not something to be proud of. i’ve had this addiction since i was 9. at 9 years old i would skip meals because i thought i was fat, and no one told me i wasn’t. no one even cared. it wasn’t until i was 12 that i started purging, and picking up other nasty habits. i’ve thrown up blood, been to the hospital several times, not to mention my back molars are literally starting to rot in my mouth. but that isn’t even the point of this. the point is, if any of you out there are struggling with any type of eating disorder (or any disorder at all) there are ways to fight it, don’t let it ruin your life like it’s ruined mine. most importantly, eating disorders are not something to joke about, they shouldn’t be glorified, they’re not something you fucking want.
if any of you out there think that you’re alone in this, you aren’t. i’m here if you need me, and there is hope, i promise. thanks for reading this, have a spectacular day! [: